CrossFit Update:
So yesterday I RXed Christine which make me really freaking happy because as it turns out, I suppose I HAVE gotten stronger.
For those of you who don’t know, Christine is 3 rounds of 500 meter row, 12 body weight deadlifts, and 21 box jumps.
The last time I did Christine I used 80 pounds. This time I used 145. Last time I finished in 14:48 — this time I finished at 15:46. So, although I was a minute slower, I also was using 65 more pounds.
I decided that next time I do Christine, I need to do a juice cleanse so I can lose weight. (Totally kidding, juice cleanses freak me out!!) MAN 145 pounds is a LOT OF WEIGHT. Especially after rowing. That first time I picked up the bar after I got off the rower, I double checked to make sure no one added plates while I was gone. It felt like a million pounds. And then I had to step up a few times on the box jumps because I almost bit it after the deadlifts. Also, my rowing is terrible and I need to work on getting faster.
But yet, despite all of that, I still RXed a named WOD!! 🙂 Hooray!
Gratuitous Ryan Gosling meme. Because I rowed 500s and would have liked a bubble bath.
Reaction to Bob’s post yesterday:
If you haven’t seen Bob’s post from yesterday, go read it. It’s a good one, and an honest one. And I think anyone who has lost weight (even a little bit) and tries to keep it off can empathize. It’s hard work, maintaining, and it’s overwhelming to think that you’ll have to do this the rest of your life.
I remember once when I was in Weight Watchers we were talking about maintenance. I hadn’t reached my goal weight yet, and the leader was talking about how she had been a lifetime member for 10 years. She had kept the weight off that long. And then she said something that terrified me.
Every day of those 10 years has been a struggle. I continue to count points. I continue to say “no” to food I want. Â I continue to reassure myself that my health is worth the determination and motivation I have to muster up every single day to eat healthy and exercise.
I remember thinking then that I couldn’t ever return to my blissful ways of eating whatever I felt like eating, whenever I wanted, if I wanted to keep the weight off. Â That was an incredibly sad thought — but then, I realized a sense of empowerment.
I don’t HAVE to choose healthy foods — I GET TO choose. Â And those choices lead to either gaining back weight or keeping it off. It’s in my control.
But that doesn’t mean the choice is easy. And like Bob, I wish I could just eat pizza and beer and watch TV. And it is a CHOICE, every day, to eat a salad instead of ice cream, to head to CrossFit instead of sleeping, and to drink water instead of a margarita (mmm….).
So I guess I’m reiterating what Bob said yesterday, but adding my own positive slant to it. You make the choice. You have the control. And it may be monotonous, and boring, and overwhelming, and frustrating, and terrifying, but it’s still up to you and how you handle it.
How do you manage to maintain?
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